do you wanna wind up in a graveyard...

*


...just another girl who costarred?
they're gonna wrap you up in cornsilk.
they're gonna cry like you were spilled milk.
-rhett miller

2004-09-206:05 a.m.

all hands praying...to god, to the creator, to ancestors, to all angels and saints, to all gods and goddesses, to all the spirits in the world and in all words, my brother does not deserve to die. he does deserve not to feel the pain he is feeling. his wife does not deserve to lose him. his children do not deserve to lose their daddy. as his wife said yesterday, they should be growing old together, this should not be happening. his will to fight is keeping him alive and also in pain...if he goes, god, please let him go peacefully and painlessly, in the comfort of his home with all his loved ones around him. he has a "do no resucitate" band on his wrist right now and i can't believe this is happening to him. i can't believe how his body has betrayed him.

* soundtrack d'jour *
depeche mode "new life"
* nostalgia d'jour *
when my brother was strong enough to beat me up
* wish d'jour *
a miracle

bout to give this girl a shout

>>back in the day>>
>>i'm not a kid anymore>>
>>but somedays i sit & wish i was a kid again>>


"i don't want the world, i just want your half..."
-they might be giants

>>>leave your mark on me / [?uestbook]>>>

* me love you long time *
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