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...just another girl who costarred?
they're gonna wrap you up in cornsilk.
they're gonna cry like you were spilled milk.
-rhett miller

2004-01-056:55 p.m.

Happy 2004 yall. "You're gonna need your friends..." -Pansy Division

I used to bitch at the likes of Jeremy Rye for being in la-la-boyfriend land but alas and alack...here I am, moving in next door. I haven't talked to very many of my friends in the last months, and feel as though I've even grown ridiculously distant with some. It seems like every spare second of mine has been occupied (albeit with googly eyes, hand holding, romantic weekends, cooking, armpit snuggling, sharing of my daddy's yummy sunday breakfasts, playing with my nieces). This would be a great resolution. Be a better friend, make the time. Besides, I bet the boyfriend could stand to start missing me...absence is sort of key for that.

The holidays were awesome, my sisters flew in, one of them stayed (seemingly for good, but mainly to take care of Kuya). We went to Sacramento to stay at Parkside and then skiing/snowboarding at Sierra the next day. We went again for New Years and laid low in a vacation home for the first couple days of the blizzard only to be rewarded with tons of fresh powder last Saturday.

Hhhhmm, haven't even left the block, yet have I? Yep, still here, in boyfriend land.

At least tonight, the roommie and I have a date. Need to catch up w/the Angelien since so and so moved to blah blah blah.

The New Year has brought on a lot of bitterness and joy for different people around me, but it's something about NYE that makes people do things like propose marriage, or write hate emails. I haven't gotten around to the latter, but I did in the last few weeks try to make amends with some people. Especially being around my brother, and seeing life twist and turn around him and our whole family--you have to reevaluate...

bout to give this girl a shout

>>back in the day>>
>>i'm not a kid anymore>>
>>but somedays i sit & wish i was a kid again>>

"i don't want the world, i just want your half..."
-they might be giants

>>>leave your mark on me / [?uestbook]>>>

* me love you long time *
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