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...just another girl who costarred?
they're gonna wrap you up in cornsilk.
they're gonna cry like you were spilled milk.
-rhett miller

2003-11-138:43 p.m.

i am totally into this show w/the girl who works in the morgue and relives days when dead people ask her for help. it's just creepy enough.

i miss the x files.

last night i hung out with my brother in the hospital after a hectic day. it was nice to just zone out with him and watch "that 70s show" and listen to his drug-induced chatter. my brother is amazing. his attitude is inspiring. i can't wait until he kicks this thing. we were talking about how we miss our sisters. people always talk about getting away from family as "making it" in the world, but you know what, as soon as i stopped fighting for that kind of life, i realized how happy and whole my family makes me. i started wondering what life would be like to have my sisters around right now and you know, i haven't been missing it, because i haven't had my sisters around for years now. it's strange. i think my relationship with my brother might be better because they're sort of the bridge.

anyhow...i'm going to go see tanya's led zepplin cover band tomorrow and possibly go dancing at "milk." hip hop dancehall and break beats. i'm all about it.

ha! randy finally explained to me the link between hawaiian music and country. the first i'd heard of this was my pornstar professor who also studies music pretty intensely and then again from bette midler, explaining how she grew up in hawaii and had a natural affinity toward country music because of it...man i'm procrastinating.

my last day at faa is tomorrow and i've got WORK to do. ack.

bout to give this girl a shout

>>back in the day>>
>>i'm not a kid anymore>>
>>but somedays i sit & wish i was a kid again>>

"i don't want the world, i just want your half..."
-they might be giants

>>>leave your mark on me / [?uestbook]>>>

* me love you long time *
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