do you wanna wind up in a graveyard...

*


...just another girl who costarred?
they're gonna wrap you up in cornsilk.
they're gonna cry like you were spilled milk.
-rhett miller

2003-04-0412:09 a.m.

excuse me are you so and so? and so and so since you left i've been eating only sweets cause they remind me of you...but i don't want to talk about that room downstairs...where did all the time go? and did you think that you'd stay young forever? but at least you're still together...oh! the cause of gauze!!!

something like that anyway. i have this mix cd that i couldn't bear to throw away because it was bound to have some gems on it. the above nonsense is from some kind of i don't know what...skit that's on said mix cd. i love it. i love weird, playful things and i think i get them. really get them.

hawaii report back: most of the coral in hanauma bay is dead due to tourists stepping on it. in addition, tourists continue steppingon it anyway and jen s. almost drowned in hanauma bay at 14. feeding the fish was recently discovered to be bad for the environment and is now, in addition to standing on the coral prohibited. rocket scientists i tell you...

so. good things are: baby toes, giving snugglies to whiteboy, the hanging tree in placerville, well meaning liberal women social workers, conversation with chris cara, hamilton 62 and this...

i waited too long, for your love, i waited too long, for your love, i said i waited too long, for your love and now you're with someonnnnnnne. i said you're with someone. i tried to front like it was coincidence, that i never loved someone with my resemblance, and my mother, she tried to pull me out of the sun, and she never told me gemini would be the one, and now you're with someone (coincidence) and you're with someone (not your resemblance), is it white is it red is it brown is it black, these days all i know is the color of your back, the color of your arm over an empty chair, and trying to avoid the brightness of your stare, you're eyes in your face are twin full moons and this realization couldn't have come too soon, but you're with someone...it's been a year since you said "hello" and woke me up from a waking nightmare of woe and like woah-oh, you brought me back like that, like woah-oh, you flipped the script like that (you're fresh like woah-oh)...

and other such nonsense...

-lisa the new dancehall beatboxing pop princess of 19 hundred and eighty-five.

* soundtrack d'jour *
two butterflies landed on their shoulders and harmonized in their ears softly: where did all the time go???
* nostalgia d'jour *
i'm going to go with BABY TOES!!!
* wish d'jour *
that gabbie continues being a brat and learning to assert herself as a 3 year old little mama

bout to give this girl a shout

>>back in the day>>
>>i'm not a kid anymore>>
>>but somedays i sit & wish i was a kid again>>


"i don't want the world, i just want your half..."
-they might be giants

>>>leave your mark on me / [?uestbook]>>>

* me love you long time *
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