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...just another girl who costarred?
they're gonna wrap you up in cornsilk.
they're gonna cry like you were spilled milk.
-rhett miller

2003-12-057:42 a.m.

Too bad Annie and I aren't friends anymore. She would have enjoyed this: buttdance

I learned a very important lesson about myself last night. I am very, very bad at tennis. What a humbling experience. I remember being good at it in high school. I guess I just need to practice. Sometimes when I can conceptualize the physics of things it's easier for me to get.

Last night I also spent mediating between my roommates and the roommate we asked to leave. Oy vey! What a long night...

Then studying for that got AM test I have to take Saturday--the CSET's English Subject Competency Exam. There is NO way I will pass it. But I've just got to take it so that I can know what it's like. The thing is...there's no way to study for those kinds of things. They are looking for a very specialized type of person, and I spent most of college laughing at all those Brit Lit Sir Gawain lovin Elizabethan era postmodernist blah blah blah geeks sitting in the front. I was THRILLED that I got through and liked all my Victorian, Medieval and Shakespeare stuff. I totally should have been comp lit...anyway, now there's hell to pay...what? My whole career is based on this TEST? The annoying thing is, I'm reading through this thing...and I realize that my exboyfriend could probably ace this test and he was an engineering major. Ferk...so last weekend I brought home all my Norton Anthologies and Grammar guides, etc. And to top it off, since I'm changing jobs in a week and a half, I have NO time to study because I am busy doing exit work for my current job.

Am I bitching? Yes. Is it my diary? Yes dammit, and I'll say whatever I want!

Everyone cross their fingers so Jeremy gets an interview with Peter Rider...

BTW, thanks to that HOT college guy for washing my car even though it rained the next day...it's still shiny and all the waxy parts look GREAT. :) Love you four-ee-vee-ey (EW GROSS!). And thanks for making my very favorite holiday, Halloween, so wonderful despite all that's going on around me. You are the most wonderful, beautiful, supportive, strongest, smartest, funniest, happinessest-inducingest boyfriend I could have ever asked for. Man I'm going to fail that test Saturday...

bout to give this girl a shout

>>back in the day>>
>>i'm not a kid anymore>>
>>but somedays i sit & wish i was a kid again>>

"i don't want the world, i just want your half..."
-they might be giants

>>>leave your mark on me / [?uestbook]>>>

* me love you long time *
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