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...just another girl who costarred?
they're gonna wrap you up in cornsilk.
they're gonna cry like you were spilled milk.
-rhett miller

2003-04-2410:41 p.m.

"i think i have monogamy. i must have caught it from you people." -samantha, sex in the city

polyamorous. the topic d'jour. when i see people that really embrace this, i think they are truly happy. but i also see a lot of people forcing themselves into it to fit some sort of alternative status quo and it just makes me think that it's not for everyone. i think there are three kinds of people (blanket statement): those that practice polyamory but say they're monogamous, people who believe in polyamory and practice it openly, and people who can truly be monogamous and be happy, those are whom i think are the most rare. they are people like my mamang and papang and my parents. like my siblings and their spouses. i am completely undecided on the issue. so even though i'm the rare one in the bunch, i still think that it's not the standard to be faithful. i think my family is very special.

i saw "el che" the other night and there was this part about how he forbade his officers to sleep with their secretaries and they had to ask themselves if it was out of love, passion or power that they would even have the desire for something like that. i thought that was interesting. i wonder what mr.garrett thinks about che...mr.garrett is a puzzle. one of those people that you fear knows you better than you know yourself. like he's waiting for you to become what you're supposed to be.

tonight dn was on kpfa. it was great except the recording didn't go through. i thought they sounded great. i also met some cambodian youth that i might take on on thirdrail. they were pretty dope.

angela and i are having a conversation about whether or not art needs to be propaganda, and how do you create art that will reach the masses...i think i will call her now. i'm having one of those weeks, too much goin on...blech.

ashaki! i reached the next assignment. beautiful. you're not getting the postcards back. i love my friends. i love them so much i hope they help me move on sunday.

bout to give this girl a shout

>>back in the day>>
>>i'm not a kid anymore>>
>>but somedays i sit & wish i was a kid again>>

"i don't want the world, i just want your half..."
-they might be giants

>>>leave your mark on me / [?uestbook]>>>

* me love you long time *
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