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...just another girl who costarred?
they're gonna wrap you up in cornsilk.
they're gonna cry like you were spilled milk.
-rhett miller

2003-10-267:09 p.m.

the fires are on the loose in southern california...i wonder what that's like to wake up and everything is yellow and red...

i am absolutely pooped. i spent most of the afternoon in and out of powernaps and watching the addams family marathon. what a clever, classy, hilarious show...i'd buy a dvd if they make one...friday we played a 3 match volleyball game, which we won at the oakland ywca. it was a lot of fun and i think i'm going to look for a community league. then we went to a party in union city and saw a buncha old davis peeps. i had my first jello shot. i'm such a dork for never having had one, but it was good. i think i'll make some for our party friday. my lambda lil bro was drinkin tequila like it was water and i was having thurs night party at the lambda house flashbacks...then saturday morning we went to the national day of action in sf to bring the troops home. us out of EVERYWHERE. it was the first time i ever actually listened to the speaker program and for the most part it was yadda yadda, except for the last speaker. this woman who sounded like she might be a catholic school teacher, she was awesome because she was calling out murderers who hide behind the guise of religion *ahem, BUSH* and she made me want to cry, i was moved. filsglobe was rollin in a dozen for some reason, but as usual folks joined us. i think folks were missing because it was somafest.

after that we had dinner at my mom's and i helped my mom watch the girls while R studied. my nieces really wipe me out, but they are so cute and crazy. this morning gabbie turned us into tootsie rolls because she was a witch and last night isabella, who LOVES to eat, sensed food in the room, took off in a sprint-crawl to my mom, took out her pacifier and opened her mouth so my mom would feed her bananas.

can't complain. life is good. simple. except of course, my brother being sick and going through lots of pain.

my sisters won't be home for the holidays so i'm kinda bummed about that. i'm kinda hokey about thanksgiving and christmas. my parents aren't even going to be around. so i'm going to do the sunrise ceremony with my youth on alcatraz and then stay with R during the day. after that i'm going to try and fly to san diego to be with my family...it's all going to happen so fast i know it. the year is truly flying by.

we're going to have to cancel our 80s horror party for next friday. i know, you were all excited about it. instead we're going to have a bbq, and anyway diskarte and blackfire have a show at la pena.

show starts at 9! be there...you won't wanna miss it. dia de los muertos...i need a shadowbox. i'm going to make an artpiece for mamang that has her wedding picture, a shuttlecock, a hershey's wrapper, maybe her letters with grandfather...maybe i'll give it to my mom. my mom, who told me her new car was mint green and i knew it wouldn't be because she's colorblind which is really rare in women, and anyway it's dark silver.

bout to give this girl a shout

>>back in the day>>
>>i'm not a kid anymore>>
>>but somedays i sit & wish i was a kid again>>

"i don't want the world, i just want your half..."
-they might be giants

>>>leave your mark on me / [?uestbook]>>>

* me love you long time *
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