* 2005-07-053:20 p.m. "ten more minutes." i always need about ten more minutes. and when those minutes go by, i need another ten. i am so sleepy right now at work because i was up, running around, grading, and trying to by golly if it killed me, see the fireworks in my lil hometown of benicia last night. les and oscar are in town and they are the cutest couple ever. they crack me up. it was fun laying out at the marina last night w/the fireworks bursting right over us. but man am i tired. i love teaching, but i am struggling with my class full of smarties this summer. i don't know what's worse, a class of 37 kids that can't keep quiet or 37 kids who won't talk if you poke them with sticks. i'm baffled at all this...i hope it works itself out, and soon. malaya is leaving for the phil soon and i am bummed...but happy for him, too. being around les, and talking to malaya has reminded me about people who are doing it...following their hearts and dreams, and not just talking about it...it's inspiring. i've been beating myself up a lot about teaching lately, but i think i deserve it...i guess that would be the definition of "beating oneself up." i just miss having time, and really feel like i suck, especially since i haven't found a job yet.
...just another girl who costarred?
they're gonna wrap you up in cornsilk.
they're gonna cry like you were spilled milk.
-rhett miller
the blower's daughter
* nostalgia d'jour *
sixdeuce
* wish d'jour *
i need to find a job for fall
bout to give this girl a shout
>>back in the day>>
>>i'm not a kid anymore>>
>>but somedays i sit & wish i was a kid again>>
"i don't want the world, i just want your half..." 
-they might be giants
>>>leave your mark on me / [?uestbook]>>>
* me love you long time *
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