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...just another girl who costarred?
they're gonna wrap you up in cornsilk.
they're gonna cry like you were spilled milk.
-rhett miller

2003-04-177:57 a.m.

i had an aim conversation with torch about a month ago regarding the incident with dn getting their set cut after two songs, after driving two hours, waiting for five, after everyone at the event leaving and after getting thoroughly disrespected by organizers, the sound guy and one band in particular (not the band that i at the time of the conversation decided was in the wrong). i was looking for someone to blame, bad. and i wanted to comiserate with torch because he had experienced something similar again at uc davis, two years ago, as an emcee performing in a showcase for some asian frats and sororities. so anyhow, torch posted our conversation and asked me if it was okay after the fact and i told him no, but he talked me into it on the condition that i posted a comment adding context. so today i got an email from derrick posadas, high school/college acquaintance of the mango kingz calling me out and rightly so on scapegoating them for the incident. i appreciated that the mk stuck to their set allotment. i appreciate that derrick confronted me to let me know they had nothing to do with the incident, that he had to work the same night and therefore could not go last. i apologize for blaming them without talking to them or processing first or finding out the whole story, and that i resparked some old negativity. i respect how derrick handled this a lot and wish him the best. i've definitely learned a lot from that incident and it doesn't seem to end! i also apologize for passive agressive blogging drama. el fin. peace & god bless. will call mr. posadas today...

in other news, the lake merritt house is finally ours. summer summer summertime...

bout to give this girl a shout

>>back in the day>>
>>i'm not a kid anymore>>
>>but somedays i sit & wish i was a kid again>>

"i don't want the world, i just want your half..."
-they might be giants

>>>leave your mark on me / [?uestbook]>>>

* me love you long time *
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